Showing posts with label culture. Show all posts
Showing posts with label culture. Show all posts

Friday, October 18, 2013

poison pens (aaron burr got a bum rap)

 i've been listening to nancy isenberg's historical biography on aaron burr (fallen founder: the life of aaron aurr). isenberg paints a well-researched, detailed portrait of the early american (of "got milk?" fame). among the take-aways: (1) wow, i didn't know much about the guy before, but i like him. (2) geez, politics were just as disgusting then as they are now. policy happened on a sloshing sea of nauseating vitriol, immaturity and pettiness. (3) it got me thinking about how people mostly fail to be impartial toward "the opposition" or worse, how people actively choose to believe the worst about each other...  i'm surprised, but jefferson seems like a person who (at least in burr's case) allowed his beliefs to form his "truth" rather than truth informing his beliefs. i feel some long-winded abstraction coming ... biased critique. patronization. confirmation bias.

 
biased critique
ever notice how people miraculously sprout  "inconsistency radars" for the opposition, scanning statements for inaccuracy and general stupidity?

criticism in itself is not the problem. healthy critique is a powerful tool for growth... but why should the benefit of our criticism fall only on those who do not share our world view? in fact, the systematic neglect of critique and challenge is a cause of the echo chamber. we have to be comfortable with discovering truth as it exists and, so, not limit our critique. 

critique should come from a place of love for truth and in a posture of humility.  we recognize shortcomings in others' views, but remember that we aren't immune to failure in judgment.  we should not pretend that others know nothing. one of burr's big non-negotiables was sincerity. not pretending or posturing, but being genuinely invested in truth as well as in the good of others' generally. the idea isn't new.

patronization (and a lack of magnanimity)
sometimes folks automatically assume that others are naive and unaware of the implications of their worldview, or that they've arrived at these views without thought or reflection.

that mentality causes us to imagine others as being "trapped" by their worldview... particularly when we can't figure out why they believe what they do--(i.e, "so-and-so is so smart! and likeable! how can they believe that!?").  so we think... "well, maybe they haven't been exposed", or that maybe they have been emotionally manipulated or conned into the views they hold.

but more often than not, there are values--even virtues---in competition which make people's understanding of their views more complicated than we'd like to think. people are not utterly devoid of conscience or good sense. (philosophical side note: human will is oriented to what the intellect presents as "good". in that way, no one "chooses" or wills what is bad without first convincing their own intellect that the goal at hand is "good". in this way, human will requires value judgment of some kind.)

there is such a thing as personal agency, human reason and judgment. so, to have a meaningful conversation about the source of another's worldview, the first step is to not be talking all the time. it is an opportunity to learn and understand, simply for the sake of understanding--to love others well. to serve them with your views rather than berate them. listening helps us to better articulate our views, and introduce our thoughts more pragmatically to others. it may not garner agreement, but at least it will garner some semblance of understanding and minimize hostility.

confirmation bias
the combination of the above, being selectively critical and unfair in our estimation of others (or refusing to listen), leads us toward an error of confirmation bias.

jefferson's mistrust of burr--distrust that ultimately prompted his accusation of treason--began when he absorbed alexander hamilton's caricatures of burr, who had been a rival to hamilton in state and national politics. hamilton, i think it's fair to say, had it out for burr (politically speaking).  burr's reputation was smeared because of hamilton's gossip, but everyone who worked directly with burr knew otherwise.  when the time came, it was easy for jefferson to trust general james wilkinson's unsubstantiated accusations, because he was primed to believe what was consistent with his previously formed biases. (as it turns out, wilkinson forged evidence in the treason case against aaron burr. awkward.)

nothing is special about jefferson's haste to malign burr and believe the worst about him. in fact, i think we're all prone to do the same without patient attention to our own biases.

blah, blah. but, anyways... i'm halfway through this biography, and isenberg has made me a believer---burr is not the villain historical memory has made him out to be.

side note:  burr was a slave holder. :( i don't think he was a white supremacist. (thomas jefferson may have been...  read his personal writings here). still, owning people is not cool.

another one: burr was the son of esther edwards-burr. esther died when aaron was two. she also happened to be the daughter of famous presbyterian minister, jonathan edwards.
by the by...when she was a nine year old in 1743, she wrote in her journal about slavery: "that word “own” sounds strangely about people." at least somebody got it. right on, esther.

Friday, March 8, 2013

ahn nyeong ha se yo!

i'm learning korean!

i'm getting pretty could at transcribing hangul. i also gave myself a hangul name. (don't hate!)

자냐 ...
cha nya
 [To hear it, follow the link, the click 'listen']

pros:
it sounds like my name in english,
it has an actual meaning (which was sort of hard to do)

cons:
it's not at all traditional
it's meaning--"sleeping"--is stupid (even with all my hard work).

whatever.... if gweneth paltrow can name her daughter 'apple', i can name myself 'sleeping'. it's the perfect description for what i'd rather be doing anyway. i also love that the name lends itself to a pun. it's endearing!
 
anyways, learning korean will greatly increase my productivity in watching korean drama.

andddddd you're jealous.
질투?

Monday, March 26, 2012

back from jaded

This post is just a personal attempt to process some of the things I've been seeing in the news over the past couple weeks (Trayvon Martin, Jason Russell and Invisible Children, Robert Bales and the killing of Afghan civilians). It's a blend of poetry and prose. Not particularly straight forward. It's more like an internal monologue. Hope you read it anyway and can identify with it. I may adapt it to be a spoken word peace piece.

Given the swirl of the current.  Events in my head, I'm sinking under--
The subsurface flow tugging at my toe.

"Gavin?" he asks his son, "… Who’s the bad guy?”
A tiny finger in a posture as old as human history.

There's solidarity.
Then, “Saviors” “superheroes” and -- Skittles?

Iced tea.
Vigilante.
Goes down easy.
" 9-1-1, what's your emergency?"
"There're two guys, see? 
Hey! Get from the window!"
Yea, they're shouting... No... They stopped."
The silence brings tears.
 
“We heard him calling for help. We could have helped him."
But he’s dead on the grass.
The operator consoles her.
We all need a little.

Community consolation.
Justice of the mob.
So “tell me, who’s the bad guy, Gavin?”
The question can't be too simple when the answers are all too ready.  

It's Fox news and fear-mongers.
Liberals and trend-hoppers. 
It's racist George Zimmerman.
No, it's too many tours of duty.
It's Kony. Stop, it's more complicated.
It's fear. It's hatred.
Nah, he brought it on himself.
It's hero complexes.
“Maybe it’s hoodies.”

Maybe.
It may be the bad guy is everyone and every body.
Trapped in these bodies of finite thought and narrow motive.
We don't know half of the injustices,
But we're often the perpetrators.
I've been known to play the villain in some screenplays.
We all have our typecasts.

FADE IN:
ACTION:

Hero---villain---tumbles out of his car in the downpour and speaks:
These a**holes always get away.

Ask him whether or not the script felt right at the time. If he thought he was doing the right thing when he followed and murdered Trayvon not-the-bad-guy-not-an-angel-just-your-average-adolescent Martin.

#HoodiesUp, right?

But the boy... he’s still murdered. She’ll never see her son again.

And we can't make that right.
But they tell me, "Justice and mercy met once on a hill."
They assure me, "This too shall be…"
They sing to me, "Farther along, we'll know"

And I resurface.

Friday, February 3, 2012

life on other planets

i love when real life starts feeling like a sci-fi novel.

i was on the way into work this morning and i heard about this planet, called GJ 667Cc that's located just 22-light years away Earth that might be able to support life. so cool! the planet's solar system is pretty different from ours, and so the author of the study was surprised to find planets there, much less a planet that could be habitable. you should definitely read about it if you get a chance.



so i was in my car musing a bit more about it before running into a training session. (yes, this is what i think about while parking. nerd!) i couldn't help but be struck at just how miraculous life is--even the possibility of life. the precision and delicacy of it ... all the conditions having to be just so... it's really baffling when you take a moment to pause and consider.

though i have to confess... more often than not, i take the mystery for granted. i don't think about it much when i see a bird in flight. and in most instances i don't start waxing poetic about how each of my own inhales and exhales are tiny little miracles. but, sometimes it really blows my mind! i am a being with intention and movement and energy and action. this is absolutely amazing stuff.

and so... i hope never to become so practical that i completely forget about beauty and mystery.

and i pray that as a society, we wouldn't close our minds to the opportunities to rejoice about life--even potential life--all around us. in a nearby wood. in a womb of a worried mother.

it's worth 22-light years of travel to find, after all.

and deep down we all value it as sacred.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

proselytism (and other secular swear words)

it's hard to share Christ. i trust the gospel. but i am far too often short-sighted and selfish in my interests. i ran across this video on the comment thread of a friend's blog a couple years back. it is as striking now as it was then.



proselytism is not a dirty word. and for 2012, i'm reclaiming the dignity of being an authentic believer in a secular setting. i want to speak up and speak clearly. not obnoxiously, but "full of grace, seasoned with salt".

Thursday, October 6, 2011

death shaping life


steve jobs died.

it's been cool to watch people pay tribute to the man's life and legacy. i've enjoyed reading steve jobs quotes and watching old apple ads from youtube...

having been in a battle with cancer for some time, he spoke (beautifully, i thought) about how death was shaping his life:








"Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart." ~Steve Jobs 

i do wonder. what if we all have something very precious to lose?  and what happens when your heart leads you in circles?

Sunday, May 22, 2011

enraptured

Okay, friend of mine… In all the dust up over this “world-ending-on-May-21st ” business, I found myself feeling irritated, but I couldn’t put my finger on why. Can you relate?

I mean, don’t get me wrong. I was definitely laughing at some of the funnier ‘rapture posts’.

A Rebe
cca Black rehash:
“Yesterday was Thursday, Thursday
Today it-is Friday, Friday
…
Tomorrow is Saturday
And that’s the apocalypse
I don’t want the whole world to eeeend”
And a XIANITY tweet:
“BREAKING NEWS: Still here.”
Oh, witty deliciousness.)

Yea, but save a few funny little morsels—(you can’t help but laugh)—I was kinda annoyed. Tweets, and FB posts and the strangest conversations at Starbucks. All day, I just wanted people to stop talking about the familyradio.com cult people. Because these people have been mishandling something very sacred and delicate. (It’s like watching inept parents hold a newborn without supporting the head. *cringe* “
Just give me the baby, you idiot!”).

As a Christian, I can easily dismiss them as failing to let scripture speak… but in all honesty that’s not why Harold Camping has been the subject of ridicule outside of believing circles. It is not as though the wider public is thinking, “Man, those people are grossly misinterpreting scripture! Those miscreants.”

No, it’s more like, “Man, those crazies believe that some long-dead ‘prophet’ is returning? Bunch of morons.”

The truth is that if someone believes in the Second Advent, this person is essentially indistinguishable from Harold Camping to many, many people. (S/he may have the substantial advantage of actually reading scripture. But I guarantee that those outside of Christianity will not perceive any meaningful difference between two, besides that little business that one got the date wrong.)

Last year, I got to go to the NEXT conference in Baltimore, and had the pleasure to listen to Jeff Purswell speak on the subject of the Parousia and the end times. (Absolutely excellent talk. He didn’t even touch the book of Revelation. It was truly well-done.)

One of the first things he mentioned was the fact that whenever someone mishandles the promised return of Christ (e.g., in the way we’ve seen over the last week or so), the trust of believers in the truth gospel is undermined.

He’s absolutely right. I wish he wasn't. But all this mounting nonsense makes me fearful in my hope. It sows seeds of doubt. And without trust in Christ’s resurrection and his promised return there’s really no point to our faith. I mean that whole-heartedly. And I believe it’s a biblical view. (“And if Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile…” 1 Corinthians 15:17).

Christians are not irrational, after all. But all our professions get lost in the debris when the Harold Camping-types find themselves determined to tear up the foundations for rational conversation.

So here I am laying cement all over again… for myself, and every eye perusing this post. I am taking a moment to remind myself of this almost unbelievable hope of His coming:

"Jesus answered, […] ‘I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you.’ " (John 14:18)

"For we did not follow cleverly devised myths when we made known to you the power and the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but were eye-witnesses of his majesty." (2 Peter 1: 16)

"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade. This inheritance is kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God’s power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.
Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls. (1 Peter 1:3-9)

"For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. It teaches us to say “no” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good. These, then, are the things you should teach. Encourage and rebuke with all authority.
Do not let anyone despise you. (Titus 2: 11-15)

"He who testifies to these things says, “Yes, I am coming soon.” Even so. Come, Lord Jesus.” (Revelation 22:20)


Praying for the Lord's day worship wherever you are. Praying that it will be a reminder of the Sunday he rose, and of his promised return. Dear Lord, “I believe; help my unbelief” (Mark 9:24).